julynn

2008-06-20T01:31:00.001+08:00

ok guys!!!!! im closing my blog soon!!!!!!!! having lots of spiderweb already.. life is a tragic to mi and it sux!!!! ITS THE END!

2008-03-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since i last blog..

dun know wad to say also..

EM long time no c my darlings le miss u gals gt meet remember call mi=D

deardear panda today first day of work hehe wish him good luck miss him so much so much>..<

BORED BORED BORED 1 WORDS TO DESCRIBE!!!!!

2008-02-16T20:48:00.004+08:00

ok it been for months i did not update my blog i think it is rotting soonn.. many things happen and make mi realli realli realise dat i lose something very important to mi.. i miss u ah gong u are my dearest dearest familyin the whole world.. it been a hard 2 weeks for my family.. ahma i c her like nv slp for 3 dae it really make my heart pain and nw the only thing i can do is do wadever i can i will do for her and let her feel better.. erm ok ya and realli ty to all those relative and friends dat have cm..

ok 2 weeks later de todae i feel much better le and get backs to wk last weeks le my mum also... as ppl says the world is still spinning every sec , min , hour and it wont because of mi den stop also.. so i get everything to the same spot... i meet my buddies ar sec sch mates to east coast cycling.. earli in the morning 10.30 must reach but i 10am den wake upp end upp late den faster bath and get everything done in the end went to wait for cab or bus but end up both also dun have waited for around 20mins also bo sian diao haha im thinkin confirm gab wan kbkp us liao.. haha but end up he say ok nvm i cm fetch u all wooO.. shiok hahha.. dun nid go until bp.. den we went to old airport rd and eat our lunch ebd up 1 plus reach our destination ECP.. im thinkin of must be pack wif ppl cause it a sat afternoon but im wrong it nt as much ppl as i thought. ok den is our main course cycling lols 10perbike actualli a bit ex lo but i also nv say anything la happy jiu hao..erm den cycle for around 10min onli my pand sick liao CMI heart pain scared the hell out od mi man.. call him go c doc he keep dun wan wad to do.. so the others go cycle first cause nan de we cm for this kind of outdoor "outing"haha... after dat den meet up.. den cycle cycle cycle.. end of dae 5 pm return bike.. ya bf dat we saw a lion dance troupe wOO nice la they jump de "zuang" swee keke.. den gab drive us all hm bath lor cause wanna go orchard watch a movie... erm end upp i nv go i stay at hm cause im wking tml and the main thing is i wan pei ah ma na de i todae off and nobody at hm also..

okok end of blog!tata! Julyn lee

ahgong i miss you so much so much..

2008-01-19T08:59:00.000+08:00

change new blog skin haha old wan c until very bored.. long time no blog.. haha pass by christmas and new year le!! now is the year 2008 le lols the year of rats!! i also lazy and tired to blog so so sorry for neglect my blog haaha actuallt thinking of closing down but nvm lah.. since my panda say wanna help mi.. okok next time den write long long now very tired no mood also.. next time will post latest picture and latest things dats going on around bah..

panda going home le.. saded.. iwill miss miss him alot...

2007-12-09T03:35:00.000+08:00

been going to lan shop playing maple..and tis place de person reallii sux!!! customer sux server sux de com sux too... i think im fucking siao!!! gt work dun wanna go... come here waste money c ppl face use sucky com..(x.x)

also been raining and raining.. and im falling sick real soon i think awhile super hot den awhile super cold den become humid... omg.. really... sian I WAN A BETTER JOB A BETTER PLACE AND A BETTER PAY!

BORING BORING BORING

2007-11-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

some randomly photo to update lols in genting many haven take yet...

2007-11-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

came back fRom genting.. wosshh... happy trip=D alot of fun wif my cousin they all lols.. and my auntie also very funny lor.. LMAO... kepp making us laugh and ki siao.. erm we play OUTDoor indoor Theme park.. den keep raining so pis off haix in de end also play very few rides only...waste money also..
we went play bowling u guess wad wad? my auntie also know hw to play haha AND SHE WIN MATHEW AND WEIBIN LOLS.. DU LIAN LAH U TWO!! HAHA CLAPS FOR MY AUNT!!

yesterday went for yiyang bro funeral.. it really a sad story... yiyang u must stay strong u are the only 1 left to handle everything.. haix..
story begins..
around saturday morning 845.. he left his friends.. they went for a gathering and he is very tired..

his friend: hey why not u let mi send u home? so tired liao?
yiyang bro: nvm lah it ok i wan to go back myself later very troublesome nid to take back my
bike from here..
his friend: ok bahs..

9am they seprated... half an hour later accident happen.. his family got the calls and rush down.. but he is too seriously injured le on the way to de hospital he cant make it le..
he is only 24yrs old tis year... half more year to graduate from NUS.. planning to get married.. many many plans... have a big great furture... why why??

accident happen at clementi road just outside neean poly this saturday mornind around 9 am.. anyody if u saw tis accident and know anything.. pls tag mi...
god bless him and his family pls... andd let him rest in peace.. yiyang and his family must jia yo!!

2007-11-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

lalala been weeks since i update haha before its is really fill up withs fungus and spiderweb come write write a bit haha..

Im going genting again IT'S the third time tis year.. haha i really a bit dong dong lor...but tis time im going wif my auntie, bro and my dear... hope it will be fun!!! anyway go lala wind also good...

have a new hair cut yeah!! uppdate pic soon too.. been busy...
muacks muacks mUACk

FINALLY MY BU SUANG TOWARDS SOMEONE... LITTLE PUSSY CAT!! PLS DONT ACT LA!! RUIN MY DAYS!!!!! U WAN U SAY IT TO HER DUN ACT LIKE DAT MA...REALLY PISS OFF!!!

2007-09-25T08:57:00.000+08:00

lalalalalaa... happy lantern festival!!! everyone!!

too sian to blog nowadays dun know why... but i feel like if i still dun wan to update.. it's going to have spider-web liao lols.. recently ALOT bad thing.. too piss to blog also haizz...

love u my dear panda..it;s been hard for u..

2007-09-06T02:35:00.000+08:00

my sister!! haha at the door dat i never see ppl use before!!

malaysia 50th anniversary bahO.o

mi and darlinng lols looks so funny!!

mi nothing better to do.. lallaala..

THE ONLY CHEWING GUM I MANAGE TO TAKE BACK!! SO CUTE CANT BEAR TO EAT IT ALSO LOLS!!

2007-09-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

back from a tired full day work.. finally relax le.. so come blog see see its been 1 months since i blog bah... plannin to open a pushcart!!!! soon soon soon!!! WAHAhah.. im so looking forward hope everythin go smoothly lor its been my dream.. my darling going to sponser mi hehe..

when to genting last week.. kL shopping haha shop like hell.. sugei wang chimatown timesquare.. eat and eat and shop haha..it wad fun other den something which really make mi piss off lah but nvm lah forget it also over liao also back to sg liao hee.. forgive and forget..will update spme photo we taken at there erm but some till nw i haven get no chance.. gt chance and got time den update again..

hais.. my familt matter have been real FUCK UP! the stupid bitch is back and again my home is scatter again.. money prob la.. bla bla bla.. i can feel my mum is not going to take it anymore.. wad can i do im thinking of way but really there's nothing for us to do lor.. some more let weibin saw dat bloody bitch!! and he say super super ugly somemore.. really feel like taking a knife and kill both of them!! can i? lols..

tata till here bahs time to slp tired le also don knw wad to say hehe..
jiayou wor MATHEW LEE exam!! our hope are on u!!! hehe.. DONT SLACK!!!

2007-07-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog le my com down haiz so sian cant use... tml off so im at lans shop updating my stuff and update my blog too.. sob but cant update my pic...erm today is my 8mths anniversary with my panda!!!! muacks my dear haha we have been together so much up and down.. and i ill- treated u everyday and u still bear wif mi..call u do tis do dat.. erm sorry.. "du bu qi wo de bao bei" but i knw u love mi dats why u always gave in to mi but hee i will change de lah promise k.. and u hor also sometimes very bad temper de lor.. must change lah abo.. i smack u i tell u haha... and u are going to army soon le erm before dat must complete yr promise to mi k.. hee i love u...i will hold on to yr hand till i old... unless u choose to gave up first my dear.. muaaacksss... love u=D

2007-06-29T12:55:00.000+08:00

i been damn sick.. cannot take it 1st day sore throat at wk.. 2nd day flu like hell.. making my nose almost dropping down lols.. use hundreds pieces of tissue.. today more worse cough also.. feeling so giddy.. but im looking very forward to meet my long long nv see bud le.. hope i can make it there bah... later.. they wanted go chevrons .. wif my tis irratated throat how im i going to sing.. so sad.. later see how maybe will get better bah.. i hope so.. bad mood.. bad days...

bad bad bad germs pls go away pls..

2007-06-26T15:10:00.000+08:00

new week again today is tues.. erm just eaten my lunch while update my mail its been freeze again!!!! wo de ma ar so ma fan..erm and my sister is coming back to eat later..

wait wait wait till going to be late le.. updates some photo of mi and darlings.. i nothing better to do lah hahaha...ok update till nw my sister is back later she kp mi again.. kana scold liao.. T.T... updates again..

2007-06-23T15:40:00.000+08:00

erm its saturday le my sisTer they all went malaysia.. i also going later bah go buy cig and buy something bahs.. tml i wk full day haizz thought of it i also sians.. today actually going meet ting go do something de abt sin tua de.. but i cannot go cause i nid to wk morning shift tml and cannot late go out and i also nid to meet zen they all maybe nt going le.. they meet at orchard le.. so far.. erm i go liao also must early go hm haiz so fan dunno know leh... yesterday i taged her and i really are vey happy for her she get all wad she wanted.. and live happily bahs.. i dun knw in detail lah but i can feel she's happy bah.. hehe anyway JIA YOU WOR!!!! all the best.. but sadly she nv reply lols i look like a fool sia but nvm la i also the wan whu kpo first de mah lols...
yesterday play badminton wif panda and them.. after dat when break time.. i play sparling wif dear i intend to play play nis lor end up my leg swollen hmppp.. i cried so hard really so pain.. like my bone become two pierces.. lols.. and around 15min den i manage to stand upp.. STUPID DEAR!!! play so serious.. now my leg gt oe big black and blue liao.. so ugly..

i also wan go genting sob sob whu can pei mi go.. oct i wan go....

2007-06-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

2007-06-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

erm when out with pekky recently.. spend my weekend at home with pand and wking sunday.. haha its boring but its also very peaceful nothing happen this weekend cause i every wekend very unlucky de.. went to eat sakae sushi.. hmpp.. eat till i so broke now sob.. but taken some pic later update hee.. i wan to jian fei liao fat so much cannot make it lols.. must stay prety ah bo die.. so i wan start jian fei le bah.. erm later going work haiz so sian.. everyday life like the same like dat leh.. boring tis weekend maybe i going malaysia wif panda go see his ahma.. he say he miss her and if he go army liao he no chance to see her liao.. so maybe tis weekend go bah.. and i also wan buy psp.. sobsob.. saw pekky playing the gameboy den make mi really wan to get my psp so i decide i wan i don care haha.. panda must buy gave mi i dON CARE=D pekky also gaving birth soon wad should i get for the babyprincess.. make mi headache haha all so cute.. she's so brave... hope she will do well and everything go smoothly...arr.. i wan go wk liao lazy to type also..

panda panda i wan psp hee..i love u..muacksxx

2007-06-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

arrrrhhhh getting so piss off early in the morning.. cant get to sleep.. later going work soon.. stupid panda lah hate him hate him hate him!!!! HAA! dun say him bah i just edited some photo at photoshop den slackin around eatem my breakfast and watch POKEMON haha.. my bro dL de i see lor anyway is a very cute show also brighten my day a bit hee..nothing much to blog also lazy type.. erm i want go GENTING.... so now saving money.. hope tis time can bring my mummy together go also=D

2007-06-01T14:52:00.000+08:00

brand new month brand new week=D yesterday is vesak day and my mother was on off and we went out together nan de.. so long nv go out wif her le and we go pray at zulin si if i nv spell wrong.. hee.. bra my sis mathew panda my auntie woa.. so mani ppl haha.. and we went qian hu also.. bought 2 fish for panda sadly his fish die on last night haiihe was so sad dat he dun wanna talk my god like his baobei fish more important den mi.. lols so maybe go there buy back the fish gave him will cheer him upp.. =D and he is HAPPY!lols.. den we went lot1 walk walk lor.. bought nothing but saw something dat i wanna buy liao haas.. next time call panda buy for mi lols.. erm done wif my mummy shopping.. time to go home and head on to the bustop.. and ok im SO SO SO DAMN UNLUCKY!!! saw a person i fuckin dun like and its the third time COME ON! why u keep starin at mi everytime.. did i own u anythin?? 1 time 2 time 3 time arrrrhhh really piss mi off.. nb bloody bitch arrrhh think of it also make my blood boil...

think next week start wk le yeah!!! must work hard le earn lots lots haas..

2007-05-12T15:42:00.000+08:00

been staying at home.. hmm.. recently went fishing quite alot of time nature park ar lols.. catch lobster fishes.. life getting really bored haiz wad to do.. wad job i wanted.. going job hunting all over again monday hope this time i can really work hard and like my job... money money problem.. erm small case lah since small already fan till now already use to it also liao lol..

meet my darlinggs they all dat day at west mall haha so funny quit a good meet up we have pasta mania and after dat went to arcade my stupid panda waste 10 dollar on it omg.. haiz but nvm lah he happy can le.. after dat we nid to meet shibei but i got to go back gave my bro tution YA of course not mi teach lah..T.T haha.. and im the first 1 dat leave dat day so amazing first time but bo bians...

borring Saturday.. my kakis have all gone to Malaysia hope they have a nice weekend over there too haha...and my dear panda is still slping like a pig omg i'm sooo borringg..

2007-04-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

today is the second day im over at randall hse le..he was injured haha and leg with cast so tis few day we come his home to pei him after we finish our work.. now over at his home i nothing to do so i come to update.. so sian they playin majong i nothing to do just online check check mail.. erm wanted to plan go to chalet.. wif my sister and brandon and my dear.. to celebrate my sister and brandon 3 year annivesary haha sound quite funny hor their anniversary but we celebrate together.. i also dunnoe y haha... but i think we will go to sentosa de hut bah.. lookin forward to dat day=D

baobei can continue study pls haiz so sian i also dun knw maybe u have yr reason but i really hope u will think again pls..love u..

2007-03-27T18:31:00.000+08:00

2007-03-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

went for a new hair cut recently.. haha abit like shit to mi lols.. ewent swimming at jurong complex and get really damn red sunburn and also very pain.. wont go again if never bring suntan lotions.. erm recently so bored at home.. never go to work slack at home also sian no money also bOring.. updates photo soon..

2007-03-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

just bought a new phone recently haha.. erm not a very ex phone but i like it=D is nokiA5300 music phone.. my mum bought for mi first de later back den return her when i get my next pay.. erm and just nw finish work we when ktv wif wah got gal de and mummys all dat dots.. hahaden we also drank abit.. brandon pangz lols he drinks quite alot also.. luckily he is not those kind dats will"kpkb" de.. and he just tuo on outside mrt station late on more worst he totally hang over... must be very xin gu cause i also last time almost everyday like dat... so i can understand also can predict.. den later on he wake up we wanted to take train den we when in wooo damn crowded and also very smelly many bagadesh lOL.. cannot take it and bra also abit hang liao den we end up alight at tiong baru.. guess wad? no cab even book cab also dun have end up we waited for 30mns.. lucky cab came.. erm a good experience day also to us.. tml still nid to wok morning shift so i better go slp le..=D update again..

2007-03-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

erm dun knw wad i do why my post cannot post properly arrr.. sian diao suan liao i also lazy to type again..later going out to celebrate my brother birthday wif his galfriends and my sister and bra and and ldate panda finish work liao comin to join us also.. hope today will have a fun day out i no time to update liao later he want scold mi liao i want go bath liao lols.. come back i free den update again bah=D

2007-03-17T13:37:00.000+08:00

updates updates=D okie.. erm its been months i haven update bah.. been lazy to use com haha.. erm tis month i went genting withs my darlings my sis and panda.. quite fun actually we went down kL and actually quite scared de but i wanted to go there see see and shop shop haas erm i rember i cant get to slp and really scary the rooms and panda just went "oink oink" falls asleep.. wah i sian diao wanted to cry out liao he still dun wan bother mi sob sob.. but its really been a tired days for him bah...den i wanted to call my sister but i called their room for 10 mins they also never response mi.. saded and i end upp alone siting at bed watching dat damn boring tv program.. lols.. yah about KL trip all was fun..and we saw all those stall keeper alll runnin away with their stalls running so fast even bottles of perfumes drops also dun care erm just like all those tv showms lols.. quite scary also at dat time all was running and i kand seprates abit wif my sis and panda as i was watching some stuffs dat time luckly they remember mi and u-tUrn back.. and end upp we shop till quite late also think 9plus.. bought 2 bag i like it alot and 1 jacket erm panda bought mi 1 xiao jiji haas so cute=Dand 1 tortoise boaster.. quite a worth went therre end upp spend all my money.. lols..

recently have a gathering wif nai jia.. erm haha surprise.. OMG.. they ton night>.< night="D">

2007-02-26T02:20:00.000+08:00

erm damn piss off by the bloggerr.. fuck!! have to use goggle to sign in dun knw wad fuck.. hahaha.. don care.. erm long no update liao.. first valentine day erm panda bought mi SUNFLOWER!! hee so happy will update the photo soons now using another com at panda hse hm no pic to update haas. have a simple and sweet valentine day wif 2 couple.. sis and bra and ber and his galfriend mabel.. we went shanhai xiao ci.. at marina=D i have a enjoyable days thanks my panda baobei hehe.. about cny.. cny eve i spend my whole day at home not feeling well and my sister come back for tuan yuan fan also and spend the night home... actualli is only abit not feelin well but till midnight i have a very hign fever 39.4... i also scared... faster call my sister wake upp and den i also found out dat sshe is also sick omg!! haiz i have a bad cny cause all the way i am sick and panda also went to malaysia to celebrate his cny.. miss him too and damn sick.. bad new year for mi sobsob.. luckly im feeling much much better for now le.. and i and tingand bei and my sister plan to go GENTING!! haas so nice and exicted.. luckly mi and my sister got leave haha boss so good hmm but a bit stingy only other den dat alll ook..=D ok 7days count down to genting wee.. first tiime tarvellin out with panda also quite exicted too=X

2007-02-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

so borringg workin rite now.. haha panda go smoking den i so sian so just come blog blog haha yesterday went celebrate birthday wif my sister friends total 9 person.. lols my sis was late den i reach 2nd late and her friends face all become quite black liao i also don knw wad to say to them.. haha just anyhow bla bla bla.. feel like a clown also.. lols haiz den chervons was fully book until 1.30am bo bians cant wait so long her friends and we went kbox instead.. damn ex.. haiz bo bians lucky i take advance and panda still got sm money... and my sister and brandon also sponser mi 10 bucks.. erm was quite fun.. reach home around 4 liao kao den today wake upp damn beat upp.. lucky my hp keep ringin.. den i wake up with a shock and is ALREADY 10.30am.. my god.. den i faster g prepare and went out with panda..den kana scold by boss haiz.. sian lor early in the morning tio scold liao but lucky is dear listen to boss call de i also don knw wad they talkin abt but i think confirm bei song de boss.. erm den nw going to 7pm le good haha few hour more finish work liao hee... monday going out eat and have a small celebration.. for my sister actual celebration.. haha and its valentine day soon le..dun knw we will go wher.. see how bah.. erm tml den blog again bah..

2007-02-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

together become xiao hong fu =D

2007-02-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

xia0 fu fu

name gaven by:panda lao pa=D

2007-02-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

"xiao hong"

name gaven by:panda=D

2007-02-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

just reach home and haiz todae so sad cannot attend joyce birthdae.. actually wanted to go de just nw ting call mi and call mi go down meet them sing.. haiz but i abit tired also moodless leh dun knw why.. maybe too tired le bah.. and also haven take pay no money go out playhaiz really very long never meet them liao if can go den good hhaha but anyway i also reach home le den suan le bah... yesterday we really sot de play a whole nite lans haha i play audition play until hand cramps sia lols den sian liao den pei my panda play cs lol i keep die den i call him let mi shoot him lols so funny den i found out dat i realli so stupid lols he use knife snab mi i also can die i realli a retarted.. yah and i play maple wah chaange a lot.. droppin rate like so good yesterday just 5 min i gt 20 hong bao liao and 1 rose.. lols.. dun knw is i lucky or wad.. haha heng heng!!and dat dae we went china town walk walk wif my sis and bra haha soo late le but i wanted to go see see.. erm we go eat ball ballingg.. chinese "tang yuan".. famous de MUST EAT LOls.. and dear bought mi 2 pig=D hee haha so cute.. later will undate some photo bah if got time.. ok i wanna go bath le..and tml panda exam hee good luck jia you jia you=D

2007-02-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

finished work and just reach home today so far so good the sales.. todae wake upp early and went toeat lunch wif panda den go work den he go home.. my family promblem is comin soon i think.. yesterday saw dat fuckin bitvh outside our hse and wif 4 police and he come back at noght say its the last niye wif us den he pei us play majong.. =.=.. wonderin last night means wad? he is leavin us mah.. BUT i just came home saw him again.. wad does tat means??i also very confuse.. haiz hope everything will be ok he wun bring and trouble again for us bah..
erm and foe todae basically si panda keep makin mi angry nia lor.. so angry.. haas.. but nvm tml can see him liao=D tml morning going sir buildin pei him make the passport.. hope can go.. dun overslept again lols... ok dat all for todae i wanna go c my vcd le.. and vath and eat mt dinner...

2007-01-24T03:46:00.000+08:00

just eaten my supper woo feel damn full haha so fat fat bth but bo bians hungryy...so must eat haas today nothing much to say leh simple day wake up work work work den finish work panda send mi hOme den at hOme slack lor online shopping see see ting recommend de webbie de erm not bad.. like dat braclet=D gt mickey mouse de hee.. but must wait payday first bah.. 5 more days to paydae YEAh!!! can shop for cHinese new yrs clothes le.. cant eat too much le must jian fei ah bo no much clothes to wear haha.. kinda sleepy so blog till here tml den blog again bah=D

stupid panda everydae make mi angry de call him go slp don wan play till dun knw wad time so late le still dun wan slp i wanna slap him!!!!miss u hee.. muacks

2007-01-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

just wake upp..eaten my lunch slackin around.. den come online while si panda stil slpin like a pig lols... erm nothing to do online also so come up blog blog.. blogger like gt promblem like dat laggin.. later night time think going play ball wif alan they all.. hangin out whole nite bah hee happy happy.. come back den blog again bah now going to be late for work liao..

tml our 2 months anniversay haas i love u so much my dear=D

2007-01-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

i miss my panda hee=D

2007-01-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

just change my blog skin hee ty erm so be better den last wan bah simple and nice hee so cute.. todae is a tiring dae finish work around 5pm plus meet my panda eat dinner at westmall after go shoot shark at arcade haha erm everytime can hits 3th boss de play wif him die first stage liao lols don knw why.. but i have a fun day although very tired but wif my panda happy liao hee..he ar look at his face also like zombi very tired le lols.. must be very tired have to do online auction and study..ke lian de dear.. after dat he send mi home erm reach hm ard 7pm plus ba.. so tired wanna die liao haas and dun knw y both of us fall asleep.. i wake up ard 9 and call him wake upp he realli a big lazy panda lols cal call call till 10pm den wake upp.. den suddenle say opps i nid to go home lols.. sot sot de him everytime forget things haas thought he can peii mi but in the end.. erm but nvm study more important bah=D ok blog till here i wan go play audition le..

2007-01-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

Just reach h0me nothing to do not very tired so come online see see..haha its a also been awhile since i blog haiz yesterdae jus quarrel wif my sister they all haiz eveytime like dat i also gettin sian liao.. everytime my fault wat the fuck i really dun understand lor and im late for the outing i know i admit is my fault but do u nid to shout at mi like dat.. ok nvm tat wan i can lun den i receive a msg.. say don wan go liao.. and for MY SAKE AND she is extra BLA BLA BLA..wads the meaning of for my sake total got 4 people and why must say is for my sake.. and i really don understand.. and my feeling is like my fault again and as if i dont wan her to go like dat.. realli need nid to use words dat is so harsh mah? and i jus feel dat ok since im the 1 whu is late and like my fault and she cant go and i jus go say why she don wan to go liao.. really wan to left her alone at house mah and kao sian lor.. all so unhappy like hell liao.. and in tis minutes she tell mi she don wan go ok.. if im the 1 whu don wan go wah.. everyone will scold mi like hell lor ok nvm unfair liao and its ok i dont mind.. and im not angry i just dont wan her to stay alone at home because its sat nite.. stay at home also sian.. den he and ask her to gave mi a explanatiion.. and she say"i dont own anyone any explaination"and just bamg the door..zzz.. at dat moment i got nothing to say liao i feel like im just being a fool again hahaha.. realli piss off.. 1st place i never tell her to gave mi any explanation 2nd im jus callin him to try to call her go and end upp my fault again maybe im being just too kpo.. den mood bad like hell liao so since all so not happy jollywell dun go.. go home slp better! and ok i see my sister make the bread until so xin ku and im the 1 whu request the bread so i jus suggest i gaveu money u gave mi the bread so mani she also cant finish all lor.. and she fuck up quarrel wif mi again.. ok fine.. den say wad whu fault.. pls lah ok lor my fault.. i say.. den she say wad never say mi lah wadever shit o pls.. wad can i say u never say but all of u all do and say just bascically making things hard for mi.. i have been lun and lun and lun for so long.. but i jus keep quiet.. but tis time i got nothing to say liao really.. ok i sometime maybe attitudue late or no money yah im useless but pls u all keep making things hard for mi how am i going to continue a good terms wif u all.. don knw since when our going out already bad like hell liao.. now still quarrel.. haha.. and msg mi say i not happy wif u wad can i say.. i not happy wif u ?? actually is de words" i don own anyone any explaination.". haas why must say words till so harsh? really hurtin lor.. u can jus hackcare mi or wad say until like dat and i jus don wan u to be alone at home and wad i get is all tis.. haha.. and u say why must i like dat treat my sis.. tis is between us and im not because of not happy wif u vent mine anger on her.. and i dun understand alot alot of things.. but no matter how hard i try no use also.. im also a human being u all keepmakin things hard for mi i got nothing to say.. wads the point? maybe we have different thinkin and i really wanna stop all tis thing really piss mi off..

ok den i go home wanna cook something to eat.. wanna cook fried rice.. everything do hao liao haha just start fire den no gas liao.. wtf.. things jus cant go right for mi the whole day.. den nvm slp slp slp..till evening haha we realli like pig lols..just pei panda went yew tee back to his home watch a show.. den went drink tea wif his friends den take cab home liao.. den haha i left 7dollar20cents and the cabfare is more den dat i sian diao also.. LMAO.. den nt enough 50cents lucky uncle very good say nvm=D and todae just ended like dat.. lols..tml will be a better dae for mi bah brand new week brand new start=D

2006-12-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

haas long time no blog le.. actualli nothing much to blog leh haha now alone at home so bored... sian sii liao.. panda go work liao.. sobsob tonites christmas eve abd he nid to work.. haix.. i also moodless i bo lui liao haha can announce im broke liao.. so don knw can go wher also..actualli wanna go escape de but all slp until so late den don nid go liao... recently feel very stress also dun knw y.. haiz take a long time off 3 dae.. hope dat it can heal mi.. everydae fan abt $$$ haas im so old have reach the age of fan abt money le mah... yrs ago de todae my hse is so lively pack de wif relatives and present full of christmas de qi fen so happily... yrs later todae so damn quiet.. my ah ma sick somemore.. everything change why like dat.. sians.. whu to blame tat fucking idiot lor!! haix wanna flirt go further dun ever come back make all of our life so miserable... i hate u...haix wad a bad christmas eve i have...hee but later after dear finish work i can meet him le hee happy he sure very tired.. 10 hrs.. haha.. miss him alot...

2006-12-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog recently.. feeling kind of mood down.. haha todae i went crazy went shopping alone.. bought a slipper 2 top.. spend half of my pay liao.. haas.. sian.. actually is meet fanghuii de but she cant make it too busy le den i also sian den i go shop shop alone lor.. and my boss todae go overseas liao haha freedom lo.. tml i wking nie shift de cause i meetin px up to eat lunch she's going thailand tml le.. for sch trip bah i think.. so good.. im so bored at home wanna koon liao bored to death.. haha and s.p still playin his dota lor..say 1 hr 1hr bluff sia..todae blog til here nthing to sae liao...

miss yah so much 1 dae never see u le.. haas.. is yr cough gettin better?

2006-11-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

just reach h0me.. jus went to meet fanghuii to eat and chat chat.. den something funny happen ting call mi den suddenly phone hang up and i wanted call back again i call weibin lols he slpin lor i waken him upp.. and he sound so pek cek like dat i also dun dare tok to him i hang upp lols.. feel so srry.. den after dat ting cal mi again..told mi alot of things.. and suddenly i feel dat haiz.. say till i cryin.. haiz dun wan say abt wad she say.. i know myself can liao
i think i realli love him le but y cant u all jus let mi be.. maybe he will hurt mi or wadever thing lah but i belive he wont really.. maybe many ppl will say i stupid or wad im realli tired le.. i dun wanna explain anymore no one understand.. in a relationship there wont really be a happy ending and i really really know dat..im not realli dat stupid.. haas jus 1 week plus trouble all coming.. how whu can help mi.. i belive den ppl start sayin again... i know u all care for mi wanna protect mi.. i know den wad u all wan mi to do den u all man yi.. realli i wan ki siao liao.. i cant get to slp but my body is really damn tired..

dear im srry for everything.. i know im stupid.. realli hope u will here now i realli wanna break down liao dun knw why so tired.. im scared..maybe things happen too fast and too many le bah..haix.. sometimes somethings i nv say out to u because i dun wan u to take as much pressure as mi.. so dats why dun wan tell u not i dun wan let u interfere my thing k.. hope u understand..feel so fan.. n im sorry to let u get scold by yr mother .. realli sorry..miss ya..

2006-11-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

todae nv went wk.. haiss.. my sister sc0ld mi yah realli headach lor wad to do..den overslept also n0t i wan de. sobsob..realli tired bah.. im realli srry to my sis.. realli realli feel so regrets.. i realli cant like dat lor mus focus on my work.. haiz my mummy say de maybe also right bah i shouldnt like dat haix him wad should i do.. somemore.. haiss i dun knw..she makin mi feel like breakin down yah i knw i should nt put other ppl prob into my prob but.. i realli dun knw wad can i do liao..

to my dear panda haha.

:do u realli wanna be wif mi jus because u like mi?

sometimes dun knw y i feel like a toy to u.. im i realli so fun? lols..haiz i realli dun wish to get hurt..

love ya my dear baobei..

2006-11-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

jus came back hOme frim timah jus went to meet my buddies qiang hahas.. so long never c him le so happy but we went home quite earli cause he tml still nid to wake up earli to book in.. poor thing.. hee nothing much to blog todae.. update a photo bah taken wif my sweet brother mathew LOLS.. he spoilt the pic i more cute haas..

to my dear panda:miss yah so much my dear haha never get too see u todae so sian.. hope to cya tml.. haas..so angry u dota dota nia haha u quit dota i quit smokin lols.. u go consider bah..

2006-11-26T19:21:00.000+08:00

erm i at my dear panda hse haas sian lor he is playin his dota again.. wad a game freak haas jokin lah later he see liao kill mi.. im so sian jus nw saw his sms i sian diao.. his ex galfriend msg him again lend money fron him.. haiz think wad sia he is her atm ar.. so du lan.. den he still wanna lend i nothing to say.. cant be bother.. dun wan care liao.. wan lend lend lor.. he happy can liao.. so i update blog lor nothing to do also.. bored to death.. feel so tirred wanna slp liao.. but cant.. tonight blog again no mood blog liao sian.. spoilt my mood..

sian why like dat haiz.. he really dun knw dat i will angry de ar stupid panda hates him..

2006-11-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

hee nothing to blog todae jus wake upp headache.. haiz.. so lazy write long.. same thing bah quarrel wif my sister again lor.. haiss.. wad can i do den she will understand..sometimes maybe realli lor wad im thinkin maybe is rites.. jus few dae nia trouble comin le.. im so fan and sian.. i jus wan to find someone i can support on and i found le y u all jus wanna make thing so hard for mi.. i know u all cares but haiz i dun nw lah..already damn piss off liao earli in the morning.. no mood..tonites den update again bah..

wad can i do to make everyone happy..

2006-11-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

arrhh so sian jus came home haiss jus quarrel wif my sista dun knw wad the hell they wan keep sayin i change because of him!!! nO such thing lor i todae realli not feelin well not dun wanna go pei them find brandon at his work place mah.. y cant they understand.. den i dun knw is i mood swing or wad lor my sis keep findin trouble wif mi like my fault like dat... haiis.. i wan ba gong liao im tired.. i reallii nid to rest..i having a terrible headache..keep on sayin i wanna off because off him dunne wad haiz bth.. i wan ki siao liao... cant get to slp also dunnoe wan to do wad also.. sian..

2006-11-22T20:17:00.000+08:00

just reach h0me todae never get to meet him.. he's too tired le bah actually he want c0me de but haiis he so tired den yah i really hates tis hse so i dun wish to so early reach home and i rejected him.. sad.. tml maybe going out wif him bah and fanghuii.. go shop shop i wan buy something.. im going crazy over my sales realli sian lor sales damn no gd den stress comin from boss haiz.. i have a really screw up lifestyle.. but i have met my dear hee maybe he will make my life better bah hope i could adapt his lifestyle n he could adapt my lifestyle too..will we last long? doesnt matter bah as long as we are happy nw can le.. all my worries pls pls go away.. haha.. ah bo im going think till ki siao.. and nw i say i wan go out den he never repli my msg i sian diao lor.. is he asleep or playin dota or trying to ignore my msg lols..i found out dat he everydae so tired randall told mi he nv slp de lor everydae play dota erm shall i belive him mah? dots.. i hear liao i realli sian diao lor.. stupid panda!!! always bully me.. sobsob..haiz.. im realli wordless liao..

2006-11-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

erm so long never blog liao mani thing to write leh.. new boyfriend hahas..wad to say leh he is a violent boy.. but he is a really a sweet guy=D we were together on the 20th of oct..on e first dae after i finish work we went sunplaza to catch a movie we watched colic a super damn sian show lor almost fall asleep haas.. so pai sei lor first time meet him alone i pai sei like hell lor.. he like nothing thought he wun dare meet me de cause thought he is a shy guy but end up pengz.. i'm the one whu is pai sei.. erm later on we went back to batok to meet fanghuii haha seems so pai sei again.. e fuckin whole dae pai sei til i wanna faint liao.. but together wif him realli make me feel so happy.. only worries is maybe our blackgrounds bah such a great difference dunnoe y i feel like so zi bei.. tell him he jus say y u bother so much happy can liao i dun mind y u mind? haiis.. not dat i mind bah.. jus worry.. how to say leh i gt so mani worry dat i dunnoe how to say out.. like are we realli suitable for each other he still in poly n can i stand his busy schedule haiss n bla bla bla.. n e most is sunday meet up wif his friend waa realli so jialat.. i feel like so nervous den realli like i dunnoe can click along mah lor.. so sians.. cannot smoke somemore.. makin mi feel so haiss.. can i make it? hope i can... maybe i worry too much.. hope so..so sleepy le.. tml still nid to work.. hope can c him tml bah dunnoe will he turn up and meet mi but i think wun bah he so tired i c him todae.. ke lian de dear.. hope tml will be a better dae boss tml come back liao sales be better bahslp le.... hees.. go

i love him miss him daes by daes hope my feeling wont go wrong haas..hope to see him tml hugs..

2006-10-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

very very long never online le lol so mani ppl say i ''MIA''.. i busy lookin for job and enjoyin myself after i know dat im starting work so0n sianss but bo bian my mother alone work very xin gu and my brother keep on kb mi to go work haiis hear liao also bth so better work ba..
todae is my second dae of work at JURONG POINT=D im working at a pushcart datsell mp3 mp4 and mp5 lol erm challenging sales line sia.. have a great boss so far treat mi quite good but maybe jus second dae nia haven gave mi c his colour yet todae sold my first mp4 woaa happy sia good good hope tml will hit the quota boss gave den end of month i got commision take.. can lesser my mother burden also..haiz tired sia 10.30 to 10pm sia stand alll the way but i like tis job i can learn new knowledge of tecnology things=D amd 1 more my sister comin g to work with mi also take over mi de half dae shift great i don nid suffer ONE WHOLE DAE DE STANDING LIAO!!! yah and tis 2 dae my sis and brandon and fanghuii got come find mi and support mi=Dtodae my mom got come also haha so happy ok lah write till herer don wan to write more liao tired liao wanna go rest le i free den update again=D anyone can come find mi gave u all good offer at basement outside ocbc bank..

2006-10-07T18:42:00.001+08:00

hey hey todae is my birthdae haiis so sians jus wake upp.. nothing to do celebrating my actual birthdae on h0me 0n my dreams haha sian ar bth... erm but nvm later still going out i going tpy eat dinner wif maybel lihuan and my sis and brandon so it ok lah better den nothing... okie write until here le sians.. todae is a damn sux ddae.

2006-10-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

2006-10-07T05:51:00.000+08:00

jus came back fro my birthdae celebration erm realli quite enjoy although mani ppl never turn upp but i did enjoy haha..firstly i meet up zen at tpy at 7 haha as usual i late again haiis so sorry cuz i slack somemore tio traffic jam bo bians.. so late around 35 min lols..we went serangoon garden eat got brandon fanghuii evelyn kiwi randall mathew ai tee and zen haha after dat i got a surprise lihuan and ting turn upp.. woo i so clever i know they will come liao cuz so ming xian but also happy lah cuz though they bo xim come like dat and they so busy wif sin tua thing till so late.. haiis most dissappointed is peixiang lor nv come i rember 1 yr also nevr come because of wayne tis yr because sch and nad haiis but nvm lah she also gt ku zong bo bians..

after eating our wonderful dinner (realli damn full and the sugar cane drink also super super super big haas)i meet up ber maybel and ah boy at tpy actualli wanna cut cake go tpy garden but end upp i didt expected they will wanna peii mi go ktv de cause all broke liao BUT they say okie haha so happy so we go catch last bus go town the party world.. reach there cut cake le KANA SABO CAKE by ah boy and ah ber haha sian diao but bo bians they are like dat so i really also enjoy dat sabo realli brighten my dae sia all face ended upp wif cake!!new facial mask.. lols erm another fuck upp thing we kana cheated by party world when we go in they told us 2 drinks per person but ended upp when after the singing session going finish liao dat person tols us dat onli gt 1 dink per person wad the hack man.. sian diao.. all so angry espically ah boy haha woo fierce ka leh he talk back to dat maneger still sk for feed back form wanna complain lols.. power.. yah and mani ppl fall asleep my brother and tig fall asleep wa lkao man my singing gt so bad mah heard till fall asleep haha
we sing till 5am. den after dat all go hom slp le cause all also tired le..
tis year de present i receive gt 1 pair of slipper(by;lynn,tee and zen)
1 piggy pillow (chris n weiling)
i sling bag(bei and ting)
1hello kitty(pekky)
altough not mani present tis year i did enjoy it haha 19 years old liao=D
okie wanna slp liao tired le tml c they send mi pic le mah den upload=D

2006-10-05T05:08:00.000+08:00

erm i finaly get some of the gentings trips photo by taking fm ting bLog lOls bo bian quite of busy recently..

sianss.. wanna get a job soon bt jus nO Time and money go down sia and kinda slack toO long le nO enegy go down iNterview.. bUTts i will realLii find time go down de jObs wun wait for mi de.. haiz so pls pls my friends family stOp pushin mi im getting reallI irratated by alL tis naggin and my fUck up familY my father damn iT really screw up my life completly and i realli dun knw i jus wish dat u wanna flirt jus go FAr far away stOP come hOme see u jus realli screw up my life.. sianss,,

okie erm tok abt happy thing bah everydae so depress also cant help anything yah birthdae coming not realli very happy cause all my friends is kind of busy wif their things.. but i have plans le.. going dinner at serangoon garden!!! nice foOd over there yummy yummy yeahh!! after dat go prawning maybe or club? depends on them cuz i dun reali knw wad they perfer bah.. cuz after dinner tpy ppl coming down erm so have 2 patch of friends dun knw can click mah can de lah cuz onli gt ber maybel boy and huan nia all easy going ppl lai de.. hope everything will go smoothly bah.. i haben tell the others jus reach hm and decide de now too late le all mus be slpin like a pig le so better dun disturb them w8 later i wake upp liao den ask them bah.. okie tats all for todae wanna slp le tired le..nites nites

2006-09-30T02:39:00.000+08:00

jus came back fr0m genting woot so tired damn lazy to blog long long de..hee did enjoy the trip hope dat fanghuii share the same rm wif mi enjoy it too haii but she close the whole rm of lights scared mi sia i jump up in the middle of the nite kao so dark..fanghuii so evil=.=.. lol..haha..ermwe gt play outdoor theme park woa lol we sat the rollere coaster woo so song haha i think ah ting sit wif mi mus think i very evl haha cuz we sit first row haha fun fun fun.. and i also play the space shot woa dat wan ui damn scared lor scared my old heart cannot take it lol evil de christne pull mi go plae bo bian den play lor heng i get back sg in full haha.. sians chris haven send mi the pic so disappointed erm hope dat tml can upload..hee okie i later if gt time den blog again nw on phone wif ting cant concetrate on 2 thing lol..

2006-09-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

jus wake upp long ago woshh finally todae im going genting yessh so exicted erm cant weite too long cause im going out soon going to be late meeting my mum for dinner den later 6 plus nid to meet ting they all le hee ok 3 dae later den blog again bah hope it will be a nice jorney=D

2006-09-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

jus went to westmall and meet my aunt to eat my dinner haha and she change malaysia money for mi hee she realli dote on mi lor and my ah ma gave mi 20dollar erm although its very little but im realli happy le cuz i so long nv go c her liao haiz realli feel bad somemore also old liao nv work .. realli feel bad=( and also i though i going genting no one will support mi de cuz i currenly not workin n for their mind set is nv work still can go oversea so im damn SURPRISE they will help mi and sponser mi=Dafterall family are always de best and they realli dote mi alot hee..erm den reach hm around 9pm wah i first time go out so earli come back sia even my bro also very surprise he say miracles sia haii bo bian lah mus pack my bag mah..den after dat meet fanghuii again pass her her skirt back and tshirt lol we sit at the chair which is very near bustop wa a BIG BIG thing happen while fanghuii is smoking we saw my MOTHER!!and the cig box is jus at the chair which is very simply spotted de haii omg dunnoe my mum gt saw ma lol but she nv say anything leh maybe she jus keep quiet bah lazy t0 scold lia0 i think lol..somemore she still sit down wif us and chitchat wif us sia.makin mi have to hide the cig box LOL den bo bian the cig all crumbled a bit but lucky nv broke into 2 lol..den we chat awhile den i go home le come home online so long nv online liao also time to update my thing le.. yeashh tml genting dae le soo exicted hope nothin will go wrong weee..
wad happen y so mani dae nv msg mi de..so sianns..lol though my life suddenly become very colourful suddenly all disappear..lol.. is tis fate?

2006-09-24T06:55:00.000+08:00

been damn lazy yo online nowadae..sian diao mood so damn worst.. haiz,, i jus reach home back from brandon birthdae we went steamboat at marina bay wif hian peng hianpen gal friend hanwei kiwi and fanghuii we ate so full lol i sit at tat table woa kill mi better hanwei and kiwi keep lisia0 makin mi faint sia haha bt im use to it le haha erm maybe tml wake upp call hanwei send mi the pic den can update le..nice nice=D after dat we went party world to sing haizi have a small quarrel wif alan anf christine lor sian maybe they mistaken mi haiz i also bo bian i jus wanted them to come cuz bradon reali wish to come den suddenly they sae no money cant make it tml den meet bla bla bla.. den i call christine i also dun kw why she cry den maybe alan mistaken say i make her cry!!! COME ON!!! i did nothing den brafon also kb mi say y i cal her but i just wanted to help mah like dat also got wrong mah haiz from todae i wont be so KPO liao.. learned a lesson todae damn sux dae!!mood alreagy down liao becuze of someone den chris ad alan thing make mi worse.. buy overall hope tat bradon enjoy his day todae.goin genting le few days hope tat it will be fun com back wanna chiong work le no money so xin gu..
i have gave upp le no point lol its impoosible since u alreagy show mi a very nice picture of it.. maybe its jus a nice memories..story end..tat its=D

2006-09-18T04:41:00.000+08:00

jus reach home.. todae wake upp around 4 plus meet randall to brandon hse.. we went majong session todae hee sian lor lose lol surprisein my sister win alot lol..randall more jialat lose all the way game few round nia haha..but nvm lah his trade mark ''happy can liao''..dunnoe wad to sae he realli my damn good ''sister''haha..after dat i pei him we go my hse there rent dvd c woa we rent 3 show and we watched 2 of them..and we call pizza enjoy man..realli feel great wif old friends they reali take good care of mi lor but i feel realii bad..den meet ''areoplane''haha we talk talk tilll jus nw den i came hm..nice dae todae but i decided dat once i come back fm gentin i wan find job liao realli cannot liao damn poor lor..tml maybe going town wif randall..but haven confirm i can wake upp mah haha..kkz nid to slp le..

2006-09-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

erm jus woke at 6pm lol..im a super pig can slp till so late..if my phone nv ring i stil at my lala land lor..todae have a long long story..yesterdae wad a great fun.. i meet up christine,lynn,nad(lynn bf),brandon,my sis(evelyn),hianpeng and lastly randall lim LOL we waited for him for 4to5hr man..but also bo bian army is lke tat de.. before tat wah so pai sei lor only gt mi lynn chris and hian peng dunnoe wad to sae sia maybe too long nv saw each other liao..erm den i suggest ah bo we go smoke bah..lol lucky all gt smoke lah..haiz im sad seeing lynn smoke..heartpain feel she change alot lor dunnoe how to sae but ppl will change de bah i understand..after tat we go party world she also nv join but is ok lah her bf wantes go hm earlii..and den hian peng also sunddenly went off..erm lastly the whole outing left mi randall chris and brandon lor haha..and we went to eat breakfast around 5am den we saw weijie wah so surprise lor... den i plae plae ask him gt guy recommend wah lau i think he drunk liao den shouted to his friend sae i wan knw him siao liao lor him..when im on the wae home he cal mi sae ask mi msg tat guy bla bla bla.. lol haiz end upp i knw 1 more friend.. realli a happy dae for mi meetting my ex schoolmates lOVE ya guys always...

2006-09-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

erm todae i have a BIG SURPRISE!! lol hian peng call mi upp and say wanted go talk talk.. lol so long missin liao suddenly call mi out.. stuned mi sia.. erm den i say okie haha..he drive come downmy hse =.= surprisin he still rember i live at wher..and we when meet brandon and my sis we went eat at 347 wa i eat the kwae chap damn er xin lor.. regret..actualli want buy cig de end upp nv buy..haiz..run out of stock..sadd..=(awhile later we go home le haiz sian so earlii go home..but also good i not fellin very well also going to fallasleep soon i think.hao bah go slp le tml still nid to go out...

2006-09-14T04:40:00.000+08:00

hiis todae is my first dae blogging hee so xin fen.. all thks to fanghuii she help mi all tis..realli so pro haha..

wad should i sae leh?

erm toddae go out wif fanghuii jus came home we when to tpy buy books cuz she wanted buy assigment books for her n level after dat pei her go study lol..we sit at there for the whole dae after dat meet bers they all chat chat...ah boy so funny lor play the guitar use his body..laugh till stomach pain sia..todae in quite a good mood haas..

so think later slp will have a good slp..hee fridae meeting hian peng and randall n the rest(haven confirm lol) kkz nites i wan slp le. tml den write again..